Going down, baby!

I'm completely out of money so it's bringing me down in the pothole. I'm down on my luck, baby. I'm enjoying the downfall of my money. I'm wasting every penny on personal needs. It's kinda sad because I run into the hole all the time. Hmmm, no help from anybody but myself because I'm I-N-D-E-P-E-N-D-E-N-T! I'm just waiting patiently for a good financial blessing. Maybe I need to stop offering services for free and start charging because I'm tired of not having any money but the money I make through associates. I'm holding on and thinking, I'm going to soon be blessed with some money, hopefully. I will be ok. Goddamn, life has got me caught up. I don't depend on anybody for money so it's kind of hard to take anything from people. Geez, Louise. Good lord, why in the hell am I falling. I'm supposed to be prosperous. What is going on? I can't even hold myself together because I'm shocked over it. Things are getting expensive in this world and I can't afford items as much as I used to. I believe I need to slow down and spend wise so I don't keep running myself out of money. I have to remember I'm the only person I really got in life so got to do what's best for me. I will soon learn my lesson. Life sucks but I'm going to deal with it. I love life somewhat now since it's better but what's the most stressful thing in my life is that I depend on myself the most. My independence has made me a better, stronger, wiser person. Hmmm, I think I'm not going down now. I seem pretty confident about the situation. I won't crash ever! I'm going to try to love life and succeed. I'm a man and I do cry so yeah, it's ok to cry if you are a man. Tragedy or devastation can make a person cry so use it as an excuse.