Acceptance

Life, love and acceptance. Growing up in this world has been hard. I been observing people's actions towards me and I been feeling inferior to all people because I realize I'm not like others. So many times I was wished I could be like everybody else but I can't. It's sad because I've isolated myself from everybody, even my relatives just because I'm different... Different as in I don't fit in. Everyday I encourage myself not to complain because I know for sure that their are others out here in this world that is suffering like me. Tell me why? "Every day I ask myself what will I have to prove to be man?(Declan, 2006)." Hmmm, I think I will be just fine though. I'm confident that I'm going to get through the storm without any scars. "Tell me why does it have to be like this.[...] I don't understand, when somebody needs somebody, we don't give a helping hand.(Declan Galbraith)" Tell me why? I try not to question a lot but sometimes I need answers. What's good though, I question for the good of me. Questioning is making me a better person. It's a way of getting answers for encouragement and inspiration. I need love, life, and acceptance. God only knows how I feel. ...

Goodbye Demon...

Life to me is something, I live it now without any complaints. I been through the pain and hurt and I'm still surviving. Just living life, I say. I got a great story to tell for young generations to come. I've already told some others but I believe it will teach generations to come how to deal with their problems. I experienced child abuse, suicidal moments, overwhelming and devastating events. The situation is horrifying but the experiences has made me a better person. I'm trying to now see everything as optimistic even though it's taking time. I still have my flaws about things and myself but I'm soon going to overcome it. Promises are kicking in. I wouldn't have to worry about anything. One thing : only God knows how I feel, what I think, how I live and when I need a break. The demon inside of me has finally came out and I'm so much better than what I used to be. I might not have a strong bond with God but I know that he; the father, can help a person like me. I'm not ever going to lose hope. I'm going to be bold, strong and willing to do what it takes for the shackles of my soul to be gone. Optimism is my kind of way thinking...

Calmly in your place...

Just sit around and relax, calmly in your place.
Try to hear that voice screaming, "Isolate your face."

Think, think, think to yourself.
You have the mind to reach for the skies, simply for your health.
Never ever give up, never break away.
Nobody can tell you who you are, any day.

Cry, let it out and then after, smile.
The feelings of resentment will only last a while.
Never think you'll lose everything that you have gained.
It's only the voices in your head that says you'll the one to blame.

Bleep, sing, jump to a melody.
Songs of the heart you'll never see.
Never walk astray as deep as you will soon.
Death is not a way, it's just another wound.

Speak of the positive and show your grin.
Never be sad, show what's within.
Bold, willing, hard working as you always been.
Not today, not ever, will be the end.

Keeping pressing, keep striving to be the best.
It's a demand because this is a test.
Never give up, never disbelieve grace.
Just motivate yourself calmly in your place.

Keep my name out of your mouth....

As many times I said before, keep my name out your mouth! I’m usually a nice guy and try my best to put up with talk but if a person don’t know me, why would they make automatic judgments or even mention a name. My life shouldn’t concern the person unless the person is jealous, worried about me, or is a friend. If not one of the options , I believe the person shouldn’t be concern. The world would be a better place if people stay out of other people’s personal life. Hmmm, a guy from school had spread a rumor about me being homosexual and I truly deny it. If it’s not coming from me I believe it’s not true. I deny being homosexual and for the ones that believe or even heard it, I deny it. Only close friends knows the truth about me so keep my name out your mouth if you don’t know a damn thing about me. Literally! I’m not angry, mad, or upset, I just believe some people talk only what they think they know or what they assume. It’s not fair in humanities to make assumptions. Assumptions are not always the accurate solutions. Solutions aren’t always accurate either. Hmmm, I been doing very well dealing with people that love to spread rumors but one thing I wish people can look into themselves to see what they can find in themselves. Eye to eye, touch to touch, what is wrong? It’s absurd! Anyways, I’m still going to live life no matter what people say or do. Haters will hate on me but I will love em’ til’ death. Latr.


Note the quote:


“The best love to have is the love for the people that hate on you. Love is kind, always….” (Demetre Phipps, 2010)

Boldness of Character.

Never, never, never run into somebody without having a way to proceed in doing so without altercations. Come up with a plan first. Develop a plan that is convenient and successful. Self confidence, being wise is another way of being successful. Don't ever think you are going to fail at something. If so you do think it, there is a chance that you will be a failure.Have confidence and take heed of your words. Be precised with the decisions you make too as you go through the process. When a person believe they can't do anything, the hopeless feeling stresses that person to believe it. Eventually, it will become a characteristic of that person. Every word that you speak is confessed by the tongue. Watch out what you say. The boldness of your character is inside of you. You have to find that boldness. It's the pride you should have for yourself in believing that success can be complete. Day 2 never comes until Day 1 is over, right? Well you have to wait and see how things turn out in order to know what you are able to do. Never show the weakened side of your character because I promise you will never get anywhere in life. you can grow efficiently with the words you use and the decisions you make. It comes by self-confidence so start today by motivating yourself in the interests which you are not well adapted to. Live like We're dying so believe that you can achieve...

Walk Away from Negativity...

1. What do you do?

Ignore what people do and say when they try to get in the way of you. You should stop yourself, walk away and don't ever look back from where the distractions are coming. Just walk away...

2. Strut Game.

When you are in need of mind settling. Leave the environment you are in and get away.
Do something productive with yourself such as taking a walk, talking to somebody about your feelings, or isolate yourself from others so that you can be able to think. This is the escape...

3. Having a bad day?

Pray, meditate, hand your burdens to somebody else that can at least carry 'em. Don't carry the weight on your shoulders. The weight will feel like the world is on your shoulders. Not a way of living. Hmmm... Scream, smile, cry, do something to let the feelings out. Don't harm anybody though.

4. Go after it, from faith to faith, from glory to glory.

Smile, be happy and keep living life as if nothing in this world can tear you down. This world can sometimes seem like a rock inside of an exploding volcano but you go to keep going. You will make it through only if you know where you come from and where you are going. Love life and don't give up!


5. Love yourself and life will be better.

Do what's best for you, not what others think what is best for you. Never let your friends or people make you who you are. Live by your own intuition. Love yourself deep inside, don't chase after nothing but for love in oneself.